When it came to hide and seek, I was a rockstar. I could find magnificent hiding spots where no one would ever discover me. I wouldn't giggle or move or make any noise when the seeker came for the hidden. I remember playing hide and seek once when I was about 10 or 11 and my spot was so good that everyone else gave up. I eventually revealed myself only to find that the other players had all taken a nap. The game was over and I had won, I guess.
See what I never got was that, sometimes, the point was to be found. Part of the fun was being caught. I didn't understand that then.
As an adult, sometimes it feel like I am still playing the game. I have devised an excellent hiding place and I can stay there, undisturbed, not giving myself away, probably forever. Lately, though, staying hidden isn't as satisfying. Revealing myself feels scary but I think I am ready.
Game on.
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